radio writing

death has come undone from that mole on the side of his mouth, the way he laughs denies the damp air instead of obsession. Such freshness calls for storms, ugly constrains and stains. my step was my heart , why is your hand on the north east of  my head?  I could enjoy purling teeth, the wondering with glimpse and to bother once in a while. you know, you have your funny accent. Do you recall a little girl, who cares? you are not, you are stiff with dark weapon and drawing lines and out-stretch hand , and upsets insanity.

forgotten notes from 2011

1.  This lid doesn't open so I smashed the bottle, this box doesn't open so I squeezed what's inside out. My hair doesn't grow so I pull it, my fingers I pull, my toes I pull my belly I 

pull my bum I pull my arms my legs I pull,
I can scratch stones of all shapes and any fallen things. 



2.  A tall and slender silhouette found a wheel , so it rolled and rolled, here now out of sight. 


3.  Body's very short they chin them up over and over,toes they could not get out of their heads. 

BCP

Big Creek Pottery school is a eight-week live-in pottery school located in Davenport, CA from 1968 until 1983 under the direction of Bruce and Marcia McDougal.  I think a school like this(see more) should be the model of all the other schools. 

I steal to write

'Ali Baba brings the body home, where he entrusts
Morgiana, a clever slave-girl in Cassim's household, with the task of making others believe that Cassim has died a natural death. First, Morgiana purchases medicines from an apothecary, telling him that Cassim is gravely ill. Then, she finds an old tailor known as Baba Mustafa whom she pays, blindfolds, and leads to Cassim's house. There, overnight, the tailor stitches the pieces of Cassim's body back together, so that no one will be suspicious. Ali and his family are able to give Cassim a proper burial without anyone asking awkward questions.'


- part of the story of Ali Baba and forty thieves


Ali Baba brings the banana home, where he entrusts Morgiana, a clever ironing girl in the chicken shop , with the task of making others believe that banana can cure hair loss. First, Morgiana purchases strings from a musician, telling him that he has good hair. Then, she finds an old tailor known as Baba Mustafa whom she pays, blindfolds, and leads to the chicken shop. There, overnight, the tailor is fed with one banana after the other, forgetting who he is, he starts stroking with his fingers on the wall, on the leaves, on the chicken and on the floor of banana skins, finally he finds the music string, when he strokes it all his hair grow back.

where are you? she shouted, oh no, she's gone again

I was gone

I have some flesh so I spin
once I wasn't so careful that I span too quick ahead of time that I was gone. 

love and life

been reading this book introduced by my friend Ye, called 爱你就像爱生命。the title seems a bit cliche, it translates as love you as much I love life. the name does not do its justice. it's too beautiful to even have a name I think. it's the letters from Li Yinhe and Wang xiaobo, (李银河和王小波) they were just such beautiful and the most inspiring couple. They are from the Mao's time of China, but they refuse to be one of the numb people of the age, Li is the first female social anthropologist ever in China while Wang become one of the  pioneers of modern Chinese literature. The book is not just about the love they share, but the truth of language and the beauty of life they were working towards. Mordern Chinese literature has been so bleak but they are so not. 

small finger world

my thumb is stuck to the index finger while my pinkie is stuck to my middle fingers,
too small the world, and we have too many fingers. and they are all too small

soul sucking

bag of crab

needles were thrown onto the window, the window was thrown into the street, the street is in your eyes, you eyes are in a cow's eye, a cow is walking on a stick, the stick is turning its wheel, the wheel runs towards the light, the light buries the pie, the pie is eaten by the mice, the mice lies down for a nap, the nap is carried into a land, the land is burning on fire, the fire is covered by the fly, the fly swim across the ocean and never got back.

文

欲盖弥彰
盖：遮掩；弥：更加；彰：明显。

forgotten notes from weaving book

就等它來 就等它走 它自己來 它自己走
我像一個空空淨淨的容器 靜靜的 輕輕的

of desire

at first none of us had any certificates,
no one needs to be proved that they were born, or dead
nor they were short they were tall or they were shorter on the left and taller on the right.
everyone runs around naked and pick fruits from any trees
climb any mountains or drink any water
they sleep and sleep and sleep , or they are awake awake and awake
until they play that game called desire they never knew that fruit could taste like nothing or
water could smell like everything and they were sleep awake and awake asleep.
their heads float from their body that they can't hear anything .
you see , that's why they need certificates , so when death calls, they can't escaped with or without the head floating. 

unfortunate objects

there is a toilet in Amsterdam airport that swallowed two mirrors while they were face to face having an infinite intercourse.